I haven’t written or post all week and it’s making me feel like poop. But this I know is all down to the fact I have a new full time job plus I’m still teaching dance as well. But I know that’s not an excuse really! But I know it was going to take a while to get used to, but right now I’m so exhausted! And this is only the first week! I knew I would have less time for extra things I used to do on all my days off but its a lot less time (which I know sounds stupid). Today is the first day this week I have managed to get my laptop out to write, like it might as well have cobwebs on it!!
I feel like a bit of a failure to be honest. I love blogging and I should have made more time for it this week. I have hardly read anyone’s posts or even looked at my blogs Instagram. I loved what I had going with posting 3x a week, my stats were there best they had ever been and this little blog was growing a lot! I was so proud of what I had going during April and I think it was this blogs best month ever!! But I know and will be the first to say stats aren’t everything but when they grow it does make you feel good about what your producing. It’s that little feeling of “Wow people actually want to read this shit!!” wen you see how many views you have on a post. So to look this morning and see how bad this week was I almost feel like I’ve let my blog down, which again is stupid. Stupid because I started this blog just posting whenever and whatever so I guess in that respect I’m sad I have lot that feeling of being spontaneous.
So this was just a post to say I’m sorry and hate to admit it but I’m gunna have to be that crappy blogger for a few weeks whilst I try and get used to more busy hours. I’m sorry if you log on or wait for my posts to be posted you may be waiting a while longer. I think my plan of action is to aim to write one or two really decent posts a week like I used to. Then eventually grow to 3x a week again in the future if I can. But I am going to try harder now I’m starting to settle into work.
Thanks as always,
Little Mayfly x