Changes are a good thing. If we stop changing, we become unhappy, as humans we like a certain amount of change. Some may not seem like good changes at the time, you get that sinking feeling in your stomach and you know what you have to do. You make the decision and realise that without that moment of putting your big girl pants on to make that change you wouldn’t be where you are now, so eventually you start to see it as a good change.
Over the past few years my life has changed a lot, take a scroll through previous posts on this blog and you will see it for yourself. This year alone my goals, aims and what I wanted from life have taken a massive turn. A turn in a direction I didn’t even expect. A year ago, changes like this would have freaked me out, made me have a panic attack and I would have convinced myself that I shouldn’t do it (back away slowly Chlo and all will be fine). Some of the changes haven’t been easy, letting people go has been difficult but sometimes people need a chance to grow on their own. But now I am so so ready for what is to come. For once I am excited for the unknown and excited to see what comes along or crops up around the corner. I think this is the first time I have felt like this since before University. I am excited to see what is on the horizon. Sorry fluffy blankets and PJ’s but I don’t have time for your right now.
I have come to a realisation in the past 12 months that I am awesome and clever, and I am going to use it to my full potential. I am not small or useless and I don’t want to be kept in a cage anymore, I want to see the world and the awesome things it has to offer. I watched Six the musical a few weeks ago at Malvern Theatres and it was such a vibe I was there for. Young women being bad asses and shouting about all the cool things they did! I am setting up my business, teaching which I adore, and I should qualify with my Sport Massage qualifications in the next few weeks and I am buzzing off my tits about it. I’m so proud of my little self. I got my head down and have worked my butt off for it. Yes, I had to make changes that weren’t great along the way and I maybe should have dealt with some of them differently but that is just how this cookie crumbled. And now looking at the big picture I am currently a content cookie.
I haven’t written in ages due to being crazy busy! It was nice to write/brain fart words into my corner of the internet again.
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